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Friday, November 24, 2006

I'M back!!haloo i'm back to update..i know it had been a long time since i didn't update ..alot of things to touch on and i really did not know where should i start first..hmm..maybe i shall start with the best experience that i had gone through during my 1 week stay in langkawi..actually i also don't know where should i start..ok i hope i didn't miss anything .. it will be a long post i guess..so bear with it ler..haha..

11 november2006

went to Changi Airport with my family.actually i was in mixed feelings that time..i was so excited and ready to explore to the new environment but at the same time i will miss my family and my peeps..but i know i'll miss them and they will be always stucked in my mind..hehe..was so touched that Mr Harris,Mr Ang,Mr Shang and his wife and Mr Tan..i hope i didn't miss anyone..they came there to give us their last words and byes to us..we seems to be leaving and will not be coming back again.haha..we took photos before we wanted to go in..its very hard to leave them especially my friends and my family but i really want to learn more new things so that i could apply it in my daily lives and could bring back and share with the others..we were so devastated when we were witing for our flight..everyone was so crestfallen because we were like independent school..the two other schools had their own teachers by their side but we...were all alone by ourself..but we told ourself that we shouldn't be sad over this..we went there to learn new things and maybe we shall learn to be independent with or without our teacher by our side..when we were in the plane,we stared to like be closer with the other school people.. we started to smile with each other..when we got down the plane,we took the bus to the hotel that we will be checking in..we were kindda tired already as it was late.after we reach at the Helang Hotel and got our hotel number,we quickly went in the room that i shared with alyssa.when we were packing our things,suddenly someone was knocking on the door profusely and loudly..then we saw kerina was like feeling uneasy with her room as there's something weird..haha..yeah then we started to be closer with each other ..we talked on the phone for so long..

12 november 2006

we were so excited as today it was the first day of the camp and we will start to learn all the new things and experience those things that we had not ever done it and maybe we will be experiencing this for the very first and last time ..so yeah we were splitted into different groups..when the open ceremony,i was kind of nervous as i did not know who i will be meeting with and afraid that i could not get use to the environment.but i always told myself not to think negatively and think on the bright side..so we were seated with our group..my group was POLARIS.i did not know what the heck is it at first..so the opening ceremony started and we start to introduce ourself with each other and knew each other names..it was so boring on the first day..i was feeling so bored and i felt of going home..but i know that it will not ever happen..we went to Tilloy Jetti at Pulau Tuba ..yah the scenery that was magnificent..i was so dumb as i didn't bring my camera along..hais..so my eyes were the only source to capture those scenery..it was amazing..but the activities was damn bored..when we reach to our campsite,we take our lunch and after that we start to set the canvas for us to sleep in,the toilet screen for us to do our business and we needed to do the kitchen shelter everything..and we learnt the names of the things like the kitchen ''tools''..and to hygiene our hands..had the reflections in the night and everyone was looking so bored..

13 november 2006

another day of the camp..hais..i was feeling so lethargic and it was so unlucky as my face was swollen with mosquito bites all over..and we woke up at 5 am to prepare for our breakfast and lunch for the day..i kept doing countdown on when we will be going home..i started to miss them already..hais..home sick..but still had to carry on with everything..but heard from the trainers that the activity will be a challenging one but an interesting one..heard that it was high elements activities and it will took place in the ship..i still remember the ship name..Reef Explorer..started to feel eager to try out as this was the first time that i will be experiencing the high elements in a ship in the sea..i was so nervous at first but after all i gained alot of things..CONFIDENCE is one of them..i felt like doing it again..after that we went to find out where is POLARIS located and the shape of it..to let you guys know..POLARIS is one of the names of the stars..so yeah..i did not know that before..then went to know more about the job of a captain..and even i had the chance to be a captain and called a captain..get to turn the wheel and everything..then after that we went back to our campsite and start to prepare for our lunch..started to get to know most of them..

14 november 2006

woke up at 4.30 as we were late the previous day..with our panda eyes,we started to prepare our breakfast and lunch as usual..and i started to enjoy most of the times with them..we started to share secrets and all those..joke together..laugh together..everyday to me is a brand new day..we learnt more new new things and gained alot alot from the activities and each other..especially different countries..get to know new words that is different from ours..start the day as usual..we went to play the rope game..and we laughed till our stomach pain..haha..some of them was so ''ku ku''..they don't even noticed that their hand was let off..then today was the exciting activity ever..we will be going for KAYAKING!!thats what we wrere waiting for..yeah..so we learnt the basic things on how to kayak..i always was corrected by the trainers..but its okiie..learnt from mistakes ..so after that we kayaked from our campsite to cactus park..and the scenery was ..WOW!!wonderful man!!then after we had some rest then we kayaked from Cactus park to Batu Reban..by then my hands and hips were getting tired..after the kayaking,we get to SWIM.. some of you might think its only swim..but actually its a good thing for us as this means that we got to bath at last..!we swam and sang together...joke together..we had quite a long time in the sea..then we had the priviledge to bath at the river which the water was from the mountain if i'm not wrong..finally we could bath in a clean water..so nice after we had not bath for about 2 days ..

15 november 2006

we did a jungle trekking to our new campsite..but before that we learnt about the compass and the maps all that about how to use them..i guess the night hike that Mr Shang organise was really a good one as we were able to train ourself mentally and physically..from that hike we also learnt about the map and compass on how to see the directions..yeah so while we were walking then we decided to eat our lunch at one place..but someone found a snake and he ran away leaving the group behind..then when we ate,our blood was donated to the hungry mosquitos that kept biting us..we walked past the Rubber Plantation Mangrove..where the rubber trees
were all over the place..so went we reached to our new campsite,we started to do alot of things so that everything finish fast and well..hais..time flies so fast..this is the last night we will be spending with each other..prepare our food together..wash the tupperware and those things..we was so close when we were preparing food for our dinner..the trainers and the teachers were also there to help us..kind of feeling sad as everything will end..it was like we were like siblings..we eat together,go toilet together,dig hole together,smell each other odour,prepare the food together,hygiene together,prepare the canvas to sleep together and sleep together..even most of the times we did everything together..and now we will be apart..everyone started to let their tears rolled down..during the reflection in the night,everyone seemed to be moody and down..when the trainers said that this was the last night we will be spending with each other,everyone's tears started to rolled down..wah..i can't control too..when each and everyone shared their experiences during this camp ,they will end their speech with tears rolling down..everyone seemed to be moody and crying that time..then after that we started to hug each other ..i mean girls with girls..and guys with guys..haha..we exchanged contact numbers..

16 november 2006

hais!!the last day of the camp..and i woke up with my lips swollen..i did not know the reason why actually..but my lips were really big and swollen..but whatever it is..i need not waste any single second but to spend my time with them..so we woke up to practise on our performance item..and to spend the last time with each other..then some of them were chosen to help in cleaning up the canvas everything at the base camp..so went we reach there,i started to feel that we will be splitting soon..OH NO!i kept controlling my tears even now..but we can't get away from it..so while we were cleaning up the canvas and everything,we were dancing together..nice moments we had together!!!then after that we went to bath and wore the t-shirt that was given by them..during the performance,we did our very best and some of the other group performance were so sad..then after the closing ceremony,quickly rush to my bag and got the pens to be given to them..actually i didn't cry,but after sawthem cry ,suddenly tears started to appear rolling down my cheek..oh no!went to hug some of them..and i didn't manage to get all their contacts..hais..but i guess i hope that i could saw them one day in my life and hope that we still remember each other..

i cannot say alot more..if not..later flood ..after that went to shop in the langkawi ..but most of the time that they gave us was so short..then went to check in toa hotel to sleep..and we spent the night talking in the hotel with my eyes half opened..

17 november 2006

went to eat our breakfast together..went for cultural visit and we really learnt new things about the legendary things..went for shopping and yeah..everything went so fast..we had our lunch in the restaurant and we had to leav this beautiful island..LANGKAWI!i don't feel like going back Singapore..i wan to explore more things in Langkawi..but it won't possibly happened in that period of time..time really flies like a lightning..we were in langkawi airport and waiting for our flight..when we were in the flight and see the scenery outside..was so sad..we even sae ''BYE LANGKAWI!!'' before we got in the plane..then when we were in the plane,the food that was served was so nice and delicious..sphagetti and also cake..and without knowing,we reached SINGAPORE!then waited for our bag and those..say our byes to the Christ Church and Pioneer people..and saw my parents outside..haha..we were not that sad as what we were when we were splitted with the Malaysians when we said our byes to the CCSS and PSS people as we could meet with each other at anytime..haha..



so thats all ..my neck is aching right now for facing my laptop for so long to blog..hope i didn't miss anything..but really ..its a really good experience that i ever experience in my life and this will never eased off from my mind..those moments were memorable ..every single moment..so sori if what i post is boring and long..hah..yeah..ok i really had to stop here..actually i had more things to post but i can't take it..i'll be posting about the band camp after the band concert so that i could post about both of the events..haha i'm lazy but i could killed two birds with one stone..ok..till here thenn..going sleep now!

11:05 PM

i've been TAGGED!!
Thursday, November 09, 2006

i've been tagged by my super nice lesbo that is alyssa..hehe..(=

Instructions:
Name thirteen friends who come straight to your mind.
Don't cheat or read the questions underneath first.
Answer the questions.
After that, tag 4 people to do the same.

Friends:
1. Alyssa
2. Weisin
3. Kerina
4. Luchella
5. Jannifer
6. Sandy
7. Pei Qin
8. Si hui
9. Shuncheng
10. Sin Jin
11. Hardimas
12. Syabrina
13. Kai xiang

Questions!!(:
1.How did you meet 10.
i guess its from prefectorial board and from someone..heh..
2.What would you do if you had never met 1?
i will not have a lesbo partner in that case..):
3.What will you do if 6 and 2 dated?
i guess both of them wouldn't want maybe as they both were already attached..
4.Have you seen 4 cried?
nope i think..and i will NEVER let my DARLING sad..(=
5. Do you think 10 is cute?
this one i don't know..i guess you need to ask my lesbo for the answer..
6.How did you get to know 8?
i also don't know..maybe i too talkative that i just say hai and there ..i know her.but through lots of people..
7.Would you ever go on a date with 12?
ok why not?but i will not do it because i will end up beaten by my darling..lol..

8.What is number 7's favourite colour?
Heard that its purple and green..
9.What would you do if 6 confessed that he/she loves you?
Well, i don't think it will happen..coz she had someone else..hehe(:
10.State a fact about 9
he talked lame things and of course PLAYFUL AND CHILDISH SOMETIMES..
11.Who is 4 going out with?
her bunch of peeps obviously..we never spent time together even we're darlings..haiyox..
12.Who is number 5 to you?
she's truly nice person..guys out there don't dream..she's mine..haha..no ler..i must be true to my darling..u see i so good..
13.Will you ever live with 13?
hahhaha..OF COURSE NO!!
14.Is 2 single?
she's attached and already married..lol..
15.What do you think about 3?
she's cute!!but guys out there don't u dream..she's someone else already..
16.What the best thing about 8?
she is a fast memoriser..and she's quite pretty also..hehe..
17.What do you like about 11?
he's a good guitarist..yeah..other then that..he's my totally super nice bro..
18.Favourite memory with 6?
i don't remember anything..o o..haha..

TheFOUR people(:
- Nabilla
- Sandy
- Ashikin
-Jia Yan

10:34 PM

here i am to blog again..nothing to do now actually and now i am stuck on my chair in the library..decided to post since i am damn bored without doing anything..heh..had bridging just now as per normal..and i was nearly late again..reach school at about near 8..luckily did not get scolded..hah..today will be the last day for bridging for me as next week we will be at langkawi for the wilderness adventure langkawi camp..

had maths test just now and i could not concentrate well..maybe its because my brain were full of air after end of year exams..i can't believe it that i left blank for some questions and the reason is because i did not see that the question appeared on the paper..my eyes were getting blind this few days..when i checked the answers that i found out that i did not do some of the question as i miss it and jump to the other question without looking at the question..i don't know what i am talking ler..if you guys understand that means that u can read my mind..hahah..lol..

yay..we were so happy when we found out that the new beneficiary that we called agreed and accepted our help..we've been calling some beneficiaries and some of them had even rejected us.but it's fine..i guess we learnt alot and gained alot of experiences..going to be busy collecting pens and funds for the beneficiary..

did you find changes in my blog?haha..yeah i had changed my blogskin and ALYSSA who found it for me as she knew that i love orange so much..haha..but not only that,see the fonts,the links,description of me and the tagboard was edited by my wonderful lesbo..haha..so good of her right?heh..oh yeah..the streaming results will be out on 16 november..and sad to say i cannot go to school to know what class i am going in and the subject combination that i will be taking..but WEISIN will be looking for me what the streaming results are..right weisin?haha..thanks lots..i will MISS YOU alrights?haha..i know i kept repeating this..hehe..must miss me okiie..gonna miss all my truly nice friends and my DARLING..hope you got read this ler..haha..gonna went off on saturday..so i'll not be posting for about 1 week plus..heh..

yeah saying about the langkawi thing..i haven't even gotten all the things for the trip..OH....going to pack the things by maybe today..i always push to the last minute..hais..

oh yeah after the langkawi camp then we will be having our band camp to prepare for the upcoming concert..anybody wants to buy the concert ticket from me can contact me ler..i can't assure you anything about the concert..its going to rain now ..its so dark!

i don't know what to post ler actually..hehe..okler ..til here then..i'll be posting about the things that had happened in the langkawi after the trip ok..bye..(=




12:49 PM

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

heys..i am here to UPDATE!!so sleppy now..waiting for time to pass..going to meet Mr Shang after this to show our bag that we're bringing for the Langkawi Camp..instead of wasting my time ,might as well i update my blog..so i decided to update my blog..guess where i am now?i'm in the library with of course my lesbo and my lesbo's hubby..haha..i am the light bulb here..hehe..
was late for bridging today as i was doing my maths homework last minute and while waiting for alyssa..hehe..we were like so afraid to go in the gate because we saw someone..but thanks to the bag that help us to look that we are going in for something..yeah you're right..cannot be sua gu..even first time i take,also not sua gu like...haha..
went to Tan Tock Seng for the injections yesterday for the langkawi thing..we had three jabs each..wow..everybody was laughing after each person had gotten the injection..as it was like a few minutes and there we were given the certificate for the injection..haha..my hand still feel weak right now..but i don't care..doesn't mean i cannot blog right..
yeah i am going to miss my friends especially my true frens ..WEISIN..i m going to miss you..ahha..must miss me and your wife okiie?will get something there for you if got nice things there and if we were given time to shop....hehe..
okla gtg..till here then...need to meet Mr Shang now..bye...(=

12:05 PM

Sunday, November 05, 2006

hadn't been posting for so long..was quite busy with everything around me..thought that after exams were over i could enjoy as it also mean that we are stress free..but no no..stress is still haunting us everywhere..
last monday went to republic poly..wow..the school is damn big..some of us were acting normally even though actually were were like "sua gus"..the escalator will go fast when we step on it..the toilet has sensor that will automatic on if we go in the toilet..went there to help with the registration and other things...and one of our often jobs was......
TO EAT..
we almost eat for about 8 times i guess?that's part of our job..we were told to eat and the person said that we were not be allowed to go out of the place if the food is not finished..all the food was so delicious especially during the last teabreak..it was like in a short time there is a teabreak.then lunch then teabreak again..and heard that the unfinished food was going to be thrown away ..such a waste!so we decided to eat them up..some of us even bring it home..hahaa..we greedy pigs..it was like we ate before and after everyone had eaten..enough of the things..
we were so stress about the project ..but we knew that it was our choice to be part of the project..like what the saying goes,''when there's a will,there's a way''..we were trying to reduce our stress but how could we when we did not had a beneficiary for now..we called some of the beneficiary but one of them rejected..i think what our mentor said was true..we always put it to the last minute..but we did our best to do what we could.but we were too busy with things and we did not had the time..but maybe we need to manage our time properly i guess..like what jasen,our band instructor said..when he showed his timetable..i guess its worse than us..he had lots of things to be done..i guess what he said makes sense..we sometimes need to make sacrifices..but i guess we need to work as a team together like what our mentor had said..its all in our own hand whether you want or not..
had to sleep now as its getting late..need to wake up early tomorrow for injection..til here then..

10:33 PM